[Intro]
I never had a lot of money
nDever had a phone,
never had a phone,
always was a little hungry
used to fBmind it hard to sleep
used to find it hard to sleep
when i could hear my mother sobbing
I was 1A0 back then,
I was 10 back then,
I didnt have a rGoom
I didnt have a room
I hid behind tDunes to avoid abuse
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
and everytime I fBmell,
and everytime I fell,
I would blame it on myself
even if it was an aAccident
even if it was an accident
mGaybe, its noDt what I want
maybe, its not what I want
oh, I've seen better dBmays,
oh, I've seen better days,
and the moment fucking sAucks..
and the moment fucking sucks..
but IG'll be damneDd if I don't stop,
but I'll be damned if I don't stop,
and, honestly, why nBmot ?
and, honestly, why not ?
when nobody gives a fAuck ?
when nobody gives a fuck ?
sometimes I just can't hGelp myself..
sometimes I just can't help myself..
DI wanna giveBm up trying
I wanna give up trying
and start doing somеthing eClse..
and start doing somеthing else..
sometimеs I just get oGverwhelmed..
sometimеs I just get overwhelmed..
DI know it's Bmin my mind,
I know it's in my mind,
but I think I need some hCelp..
but I think I need some help..
sometimes I just can't hGelp myself
sometimes I just can't help myself
Dthrown out to dry and get laughed at
thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Bmtoo shy to talk about home
too shy to talk about home
I aAlways thought life
I always thought life
and, oGh, I’ve beenD so lost without hope
and, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
BmI got a window in my head,
I got a window in my head,
yAou know I've been wishing I was dead,
you know I've been wishing I was dead,
mGaybe, it's nDot what I want
maybe, it's not what I want
oh, I've seen better dBmays,
oh, I've seen better days,
and the moment fucking sAucks..
and the moment fucking sucks..
but IG'll be damneDd, if I don't stop,
but I'll be damned, if I don't stop,
and, honestly, why nBmot?
and, honestly, why not?
when nobody gives a fAuck?
when nobody gives a fuck?
sometimes I just can't hGelp myself..
sometimes I just can't help myself..
DI wanna giveBm up trying
I wanna give up trying
and start doing somеthing eClse..
and start doing somеthing else..
sometimеs I just get oGverwhelmed..
sometimеs I just get overwhelmed..
DI know it's Bmin my mind,
I know it's in my mind,
but I think I need some hCelp..
but I think I need some help..
because it's aGll I know
because it's all I know
my hands arDound my throat
my hands around my throat
pray that I wBmon't let go
pray that I won't let go
this time arCound..
this time around..
but every sGingle time
but every single time
I try to sDhut my eyes
I try to shut my eyes
I see the rBmeason why I'Am not alone
I see the reason why I'm not alone
sometimes I just cGan't
sometimes I just can't
sometimes I just can't hGelp myself..
sometimes I just can't help myself..
DI wanna giveBm up trying
I wanna give up trying
and start doing something eClse..
and start doing something else..
sometimes I just get oGverwhelmed..
sometimes I just get overwhelmed..
DI know it's Bmin my mind,
I know it's in my mind,
but I think I need some hCelp
but I think I need some help
sometimes I just can't hDelp myself
sometimes I just can't help myself
[Intro]
I never had a lot of money
nAever had a phone,
never had a phone,
always was a little hungry
used to fFind it hard to sleep
used to find it hard to sleep
when i could hear my mother sobbing
I was 1E0 back then,
I was 10 back then,
I didnt have a rDoom
I didnt have a room
I hid behind tAunes to avoid abuse
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
and everytime I fFell,
and everytime I fell,
I would blame it on myself
even if it was an aEccident
even if it was an accident
mDaybe, its noAt what I want
maybe, its not what I want
oh, I've seen better dFays,
oh, I've seen better days,
and the moment fucking sEucks..
and the moment fucking sucks..
but ID'll be damneAd if I don't stop,
but I'll be damned if I don't stop,
and, honestly, why nFot ?
and, honestly, why not ?
when nobody gives a fEuck ?
when nobody gives a fuck ?
sometimes I just can't hDelp myself..
sometimes I just can't help myself..
AI wanna giveF up trying
I wanna give up trying
and start doing somеthing eGlse..
and start doing somеthing else..
sometimеs I just get oDverwhelmed..
sometimеs I just get overwhelmed..
AI know it's Fin my mind,
I know it's in my mind,
but I think I need some hGelp..
but I think I need some help..
sometimes I just can't hDelp myself
sometimes I just can't help myself
Athrown out to dry and get laughed at
thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Ftoo shy to talk about home
too shy to talk about home
I aElways thought life
I always thought life
and, oDh, I’ve beenA so lost without hope
and, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
FI got a window in my head,
I got a window in my head,
yEou know I've been wishing I was dead,
you know I've been wishing I was dead,
mDaybe, it's nAot what I want
maybe, it's not what I want
oh, I've seen better dFays,
oh, I've seen better days,
and the moment fucking sEucks..
and the moment fucking sucks..
but ID'll be damneAd, if I don't stop,
but I'll be damned, if I don't stop,
and, honestly, why nFot?
and, honestly, why not?
when nobody gives a fEuck?
when nobody gives a fuck?
sometimes I just can't hDelp myself..
sometimes I just can't help myself..
AI wanna giveF up trying
I wanna give up trying
and start doing somеthing eGlse..
and start doing somеthing else..
sometimеs I just get oDverwhelmed..
sometimеs I just get overwhelmed..
AI know it's Fin my mind,
I know it's in my mind,
but I think I need some hGelp..
but I think I need some help..
because it's aDll I know
because it's all I know
my hands arAound my throat
my hands around my throat
pray that I wFon't let go
pray that I won't let go
this time arGound..
this time around..
but every sDingle time
but every single time
I try to sAhut my eyes
I try to shut my eyes
I see the rFeason why I'mE not alone
I see the reason why I'm not alone
sometimes I just cDan't
sometimes I just can't
sometimes I just can't hDelp myself..
sometimes I just can't help myself..
AI wanna giveF up trying
I wanna give up trying
and start doing something eGlse..
and start doing something else..
sometimes I just get oDverwhelmed..
sometimes I just get overwhelmed..
AI know it's Fin my mind,
I know it's in my mind,
but I think I need some hGelp
but I think I need some help
sometimes I just can't hAelp myself
sometimes I just can't help myself