[Intro]
I have this pCaralyzing fear
I have this paralyzing fear
that I'll maybe go nEmowhere
that I'll maybe go nowhere
but God forbDid me ever admitting
but God forbid me ever admitting
I could be sDcared
I could be scared
and I can't sCtand my friends right now
and I can't stand my friends right now
we got nothing in cEmommon
we got nothing in common
but being lDonely's worse
but being lonely's worse
than just having friends that don't cDare
than just having friends that don't care
you said it lCooks like
you said it looks like
I've been gEmoing through hell..
I've been going through hell..
Dhow did you know ?
how did you know ?
Dhow could you tell?
how could you tell?
aCsk me to expEmlain myself,D well..
ask me to explain myself, well..
[Chorus]
I'm trying my bCest here
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally hEmonest
to be brutally honest
nobody said cDhanging
nobody said changing
would be this exhDausting
would be this exhausting
a foot on the bCreak
a foot on the break
'cause it's been making me cEmarsick..
'cause it's been making me carsick..
how could you bDlame me ?
how could you blame me ?
growing up is chaoDtic
growing up is chaotic
don't wanna sCay it but
don't wanna say it but
I really think that I mEmiss him
I really think that I miss him
it might seem stDupid but
it might seem stupid but
I still look through all of our tDexts..
I still look through all of our texts..
who knew that wCanting someonе
who knew that wanting someonе
could ever make mе this dEmesperate
could ever make mе this desperate
don't think I'll do that agDain.. no..
don't think I'll do that again.. no..
you said it lCooks like
you said it looks like
I've been gEmoing through hell..
I've been going through hell..
Dhow did you know?
how did you know?
Dhow could you tell?
how could you tell?
aCsk me to expEmlain myself,D well..
ask me to explain myself, well..
[Chorus]
I'm trying my bCest here
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally hEmonest
to be brutally honest
nobody said cDhanging
nobody said changing
would be this exhDausting
would be this exhausting
a foot on the bCreak
a foot on the break
'cause it's been making me cEmarsick..
'cause it's been making me carsick..
how could you bDlame me ?
how could you blame me ?
growing up is chaoDtic
growing up is chaotic
and mAmaybe I'm just blowing
and maybe I'm just blowing
all this sChit up in my head
all this shit up in my head
Embut I can't help it,
but I can't help it,
Gno, I can't help it
no, I can't help it
fAmooling myself thinking
fooling myself thinking
that I'll nCever love again
that I'll never love again
GEmod damn I felt it,
God damn I felt it,
GI really felt it
I really felt it
mAmaybe I'm just blowing
maybe I'm just blowing
all this sChit up in my head
all this shit up in my head
bEmut I can't help it,
but I can't help it,
Gno, I can't help it
no, I can't help it
sAmpending too much time
spending too much time
on things I kCnow that I'll forget..
on things I know that I'll forget..
Embut damn I fDelt it..
but damn I felt it..
[Chorus]
I'm trying my bCest here
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally hEmonest
to be brutally honest
nobody said cDhanging
nobody said changing
would be this exhDausting
would be this exhausting
a foot on the bCreak
a foot on the break
'cause it's been making me cEmarsick..
'cause it's been making me carsick..
how could you bDlame me ?
how could you blame me ?
[Intro]
I have this pBbaralyzing fear
I have this paralyzing fear
that I'll maybe go nDmowhere
that I'll maybe go nowhere
but God forbCid me ever admitting
but God forbid me ever admitting
I could be sCcared
I could be scared
and I can't sBbtand my friends right now
and I can't stand my friends right now
we got nothing in cDmommon
we got nothing in common
but being lConely's worse
but being lonely's worse
than just having friends that don't cCare
than just having friends that don't care
you said it lBbooks like
you said it looks like
I've been gDmoing through hell..
I've been going through hell..
Chow did you know ?
how did you know ?
Chow could you tell?
how could you tell?
aBbsk me to expDmlain myself,C well..
ask me to explain myself, well..
[Chorus]
I'm trying my bBbest here
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally hDmonest
to be brutally honest
nobody said cChanging
nobody said changing
would be this exhCausting
would be this exhausting
a foot on the bBbreak
a foot on the break
'cause it's been making me cDmarsick..
'cause it's been making me carsick..
how could you bClame me ?
how could you blame me ?
growing up is chaoCtic
growing up is chaotic
don't wanna sBbay it but
don't wanna say it but
I really think that I mDmiss him
I really think that I miss him
it might seem stCupid but
it might seem stupid but
I still look through all of our tCexts..
I still look through all of our texts..
who knew that wBbanting someonе
who knew that wanting someonе
could ever make mе this dDmesperate
could ever make mе this desperate
don't think I'll do that agCain.. no..
don't think I'll do that again.. no..
you said it lBbooks like
you said it looks like
I've been gDmoing through hell..
I've been going through hell..
Chow did you know?
how did you know?
Chow could you tell?
how could you tell?
aBbsk me to expDmlain myself,C well..
ask me to explain myself, well..
[Chorus]
I'm trying my bBbest here
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally hDmonest
to be brutally honest
nobody said cChanging
nobody said changing
would be this exhCausting
would be this exhausting
a foot on the bBbreak
a foot on the break
'cause it's been making me cDmarsick..
'cause it's been making me carsick..
how could you bClame me ?
how could you blame me ?
growing up is chaoCtic
growing up is chaotic
and mGmaybe I'm just blowing
and maybe I'm just blowing
all this sBbhit up in my head
all this shit up in my head
Dmbut I can't help it,
but I can't help it,
Fno, I can't help it
no, I can't help it
fGmooling myself thinking
fooling myself thinking
that I'll nBbever love again
that I'll never love again
GDmod damn I felt it,
God damn I felt it,
FI really felt it
I really felt it
mGmaybe I'm just blowing
maybe I'm just blowing
all this sBbhit up in my head
all this shit up in my head
bDmut I can't help it,
but I can't help it,
Fno, I can't help it
no, I can't help it
sGmpending too much time
spending too much time
on things I kBbnow that I'll forget..
on things I know that I'll forget..
Dmbut damn I fCelt it..
but damn I felt it..
[Chorus]
I'm trying my bBbest here
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally hDmonest
to be brutally honest
nobody said cChanging
nobody said changing
would be this exhCausting
would be this exhausting
a foot on the bBbreak
a foot on the break
'cause it's been making me cDmarsick..
'cause it's been making me carsick..
how could you bClame me ?
how could you blame me ?